Nije me bilo neko vreme i evo razloga

Iskreno ne znam koliko dugo nisam bio dovoljno aktivan, ali uspeo sam da se izvučem iz lomćumeza. Konačno sam završio srednju, upisao željeni fakultet i završio pišljivi maturski rad. Konačno mogu da se opustim i da se vratim ka svom hobiju. Nije me bilo dugo, zar ne. Tačno, je jer sam pošeo da crtam grafite. Veorvatno ste videli moje radove koje sam objavio. Baš tako, rešio sam da pređem na viši njivo. Namerno napuštam Most na Adi jer nema više mesta tamo. Tako da prelazim na lutanje po gradu, što ima da bude zajebancija zbog pandura koji se motaju naokolo. A plan B koji sam prošlih vesti spomenuo su bukvalno to. Našao sam rešenje da napravim novi NG nalog koji će da mi glumi studio. Evo linka: https://serbiskkunsthaer.newgrounds.com/. Još uvek je u razvoju, nije gotov. A ovaj nalog na kom ste sad će biti moji lični nalog. Moji pseudonim nije ono usrano korisničko ime koja je istekla. Moji pseudonim je "Kimi". Napravio sam sebi novi Instragram nalog i YT kanal koji neće biti monetizovan jer hoću da zaštitim svoji indentitet, bolje rečeno, hoću da budem anoniman. Ima dosta razloga zašto. Jedan od glavnih razloga je društvo. Živimo u društvu gde 50/50 može da bude rizično za mene, tebe, njega/nju/njih po život i mentalno zdravlje. Neveruješ mi, tebra samo izađi na ulicu ili se seti neke društvene traume koja ti se desila u prošlosti (na primer, tamo neki matorac kome su oči pocrvenele koliko je naduven ili ga roditelji šili mokrom čarapom po glavi, jebeno te pita "Da li ga šilješ", što na razumnom prevodu znači, "Da li drkaš onaj organ za parenje") i biće ti sve jasno. U društvu će bukvalno da najđeš ludake, deluzijalce, narkomane, debile koji mnogo seru i optužuju druge bezrazložno i ljude sa nezdravim razumom. Evo upravo mi se desila situacija da me jedan matori debeljuca komentarisao kako mi je kosa odvratna i da je pod hitno ošišam. Ispod mosta jedan degenerik koji se mota tu i glumi nekog policajca mi je pretio da će da zove policiju u sred mog rada, a ispod mosta ima dosta grafita. To mi se isto desilo samo na malo nezgodnijem mestu. Razlog je što u Beogradu nepostoji legalan zid za šaranje, čak i da naprave legalan zid, odmah će postati ilegalan. Uopšte nisam imun na ljude koji se kurče, brecaju se na nevine, mrze bezrarložno, vređaju, napadaju, pokušavaju da reše problem tamo gde i nepostoji, maltretiraju, ne misle 2 puta i šire laži, i verovatno nikad neću biti. Jako sam alergičan na glupe ljude koji su nevaspitani, nekulturni, neozbiljni, bezobrazni, govna su prema drugima i neodgovorni. To je razlog zašto sam cenzurirao svoje ime i prezime. Počeo sam da idem kod terapeuta da bi probao da razvijem zaštitu i poduršku, i mislim da je to dobar postupak. Jednostavno moramo da prihvatimo da neki ljudi su jednostavno govna prema nama, koji misle da su neki Baja i da su jači od svoje ulice. Oni nemaju svest da su sami po sebi klovnovi. To je samo gomila debila koja nikad neće uključiti svoji mozak, čak i kada ulkjuče, ona bi bila ko fioka sa prašinom u sebi. Drugi razlog je što kao ulični umetnik, ne volim da se ljudi okuplju oko mene i posmatraju me, nije moj proces rada predstava. Opet može to da privuče policiju. Nimalo mi nije prijatno, opet mogu lako da potkačim tamo neku budalu. Treći razlog je što živim u zemlji koja je nemirna. Dobro je povezano sam predhodnim razlozima kojih sam spomenuo. Evo pogledaj situaciju u svojoj zemlji i biće ti jasno kakvo je stanje u Srbiji i po celom Balkanu. U Ribnikaru se desio masakr, pala je železnička nedstrešnica u Novom Sadu i poubila ljude i ima još nekih tragedija samo ne mogu da ih se setim. Krenuli su protesti studenata po Srbiji i krenula je borba protiv korupcije. Nije jedino Srbija problem. Pogledaj samo cirkus u Ukraini, na Bliskom Istoku u Avganistanu i ima još toga. Moramo da prihvatimo činjenicu da živimo u svetu koji pola pristojan i pola huliganski svet. Evo ja iskren da vam budem, nikad nisam razumeo politiku i dan danas je ne razumem i ne bavim se njom, ne vidim poentu i što bi. Teško mi je ovo da priznam, ali ja sam anarhista, ne verujem ni jednom političaru, predsedniku ili ministru, i što bi i kako bi kad vidiš kako se ponašaju. Ne vidim poentu glasanja jer će se opet završiti na isto.

Zaključak

Najbitnija stvar je da zaštitimo naše glave, da sagradimo štit i mač da se borimo protiv tih demona koji pokušavaju da od nas pretvore u dobre kupce, klonove i robote (metaforički gledano). Moramo da započnemo debatu oko mentalnog zdravlja i da započnemo pokret podizanja zdravog razuma. Smatram da je jako bitno jer bez mene/tebe/onog/onu/ona (i u množine) zdravog ne možemo normalno da funkcionišemo i da moramo da to popravimo. To će mo da uradimo tako što ćemo raditi na sebi i imati našeg mentora i to psihoterapeuta (ne neuropsihijatristu). I treba da naučimo da se prihvatimo makar bili različiti (bilo tipa da smo emo, pankeri, rokeri ili bilo koje subkulture ili rase). Vreme je da se pripremimo i kao hrabri vitezovi da se borimo protiv tih monstruma koji su smoreni i nemaju šta pametno da rade nego da zajebavaju jadne ljude. Samo ćemo na taj način da ugasimo taj plamen koji uništava naše društvo i da se spasimo. Ako ste jedan od ljudi kome treba pomoć, kontaktirajte me preko DM. Tu sam uz vas!

Hvala vam na razumevanju. Čuvajte vaše zdrave glave, dobri moji ljudi, a ja se ovog trenutka odjavljujem!

I've been away for a while and here's why

I honestly don't know how long I haven't been active enough, but I managed to get myself out of a slump. I finally finished high school, enrolled in my desired university, and finished my graduation thesis. I can finally relax and get back to my hobby. I haven't been gone long, have I? That's right, it's because I started drawing graffiti. You have probably seen my published works. Just like that, I decided to move to a higher level. I deliberately left the Bridge on Ada because there is no more room there. So I switched to wandering around the city, which is supposed to be fun because of the cops hanging around. And the plan B that I mentioned in the last news is literally that. I found a solution to create a new NG account that will act as my studio. Here is the link: https://serbiskkunsthaer.newgrounds.com/. It's still in development, not finished. And this account you are on now will be my personal account. My alias is not that crappy expired username. My pen name is "Kimi". I created a new Instagram account and a YT channel that will not be monetized because I want to protect my identity; rather, I want to be anonymous. There are plenty of reasons why. One of the main reasons is society. We live in a society where 50/50 can be risky for me, you, him/her/them, for life and mental health. You don't believe me, dude, just go out on the street or remember some social trauma that happened to you in the past (for example, there was some old man whose eyes were red because he was high or his parents were sewing on his head with a wet sock, fucking asking you "Are you sewing him", which in a reasonable translation means, "Are you jerking off that mating organ") and everything will be clear to you. In society, you will literally find lunatics, delusional people, drug addicts, morons who talk a lot and accuse others without reason, and people with poor common sense. I just had a situation where a fat old man commented on how disgusting my hair was and that I should cut it off urgently. Under the bridge, a degenerate hanging around pretending to be a policeman threatened to call the police in the middle of my work, and there is a lot of graffiti under the bridge. The same thing happened to me, only in a slightly more inconvenient place. The reason is that there is no legal graffiti wall in Belgrade; even if they build a legal wall, it will immediately become illegal. I'm not at all immune to people who screw up, lash out at the innocent, hate without reason, insult, attack, try to solve a problem where there isn't one, bully, don't think twice and spread lies, and I probably never will be. I am very allergic to stupid people who are uneducated, uncultured, frivolous, rude, mean to others, and irresponsible. This is the reason why I censored my first and last name. I started seeing a therapist to try to develop protection and support, and I think that's a good thing to do. We just have to accept that some people are just shit to us, who think that some are Baja and that they are stronger than their street. They are not aware that they are clowns themselves. It's just a bunch of morons who will never turn on their brains; even when they do, they'd be like a drawer with dust in them. Another reason is that as a street artist, I don't like people to gather around me and watch me; it's not my process of making plays. Again, it can attract the police. I'm not comfortable at all; I can easily fool some fool there again. The third reason is that I live in a country that is restless. It is well related to the previous reasons I mentioned. Here, look at the situation in your country, and you will understand what the situation is in Serbia and throughout the Balkans. There was a massacre in Ribnikar, a railway shelter fell in Novi Sad and killed people, and there are other tragedies; I just can't remember them. Student protests began across Serbia, and the fight against corruption began. Serbia is not the only problem. Just look at the circus in Ukraine, in the Middle East, in Afghanistan, and there is more. We have to accept the fact that we live in a world that is half decent and half a hooligan world. I'll be honest with you, I never understood politics, and to this day I don't understand it, and I don't deal with it; I don't see the point, and why. It's hard for me to admit this, but I'm an anarchist; I don't trust any politician, president, or minister, and what would you do when you see how they behave? I don't see the point of voting because it will end in the same way again.

Conclusion

The most important thing is to protect our heads, to build a shield and a sword to fight against those demons who try to turn us into good customers, clones, and robots (metaphorically speaking). We need to start a debate about mental health and start a movement to raise common sense. I think it is very important because without me/you/he/she/it (and in the plural) being healthy, we cannot function normally, and we have to fix it. We can do that by working on ourselves and having a mentor, a psychotherapist (not a neuropsychiatrist). And we should learn to accept each other even if we are different (whether we are emo, punk, rocker, or any subculture or race). It's time to prepare and be brave knights to fight against those monsters who are subdued and have nothing better to do than screw poor people. Only in this way will we extinguish the flames that are destroying our society and save ourselves. If you are one of the people who needs help, please contact me via DM. I'm here with you!

Thank you for your understanding. Keep your sane heads, my good people, and I'm signing off right now!